Bitter Words. ♥

Sunday, May 27, 2007 ♥

horoscope:

Inspiration can come from some surprising people and places right now.
One of your coworkers or schoolmates will be a great source of it today,
especially in terms of your health or wellbeing.
Someone is getting into darn good shape and making it look easy.
It's time to revive your plan to get into better shape and remove some stress from your life.
Use this person as your inspiration to get back into a healthier routine!

hmmm.
'this person'.
is that you?

good luck for your O's,
all those taking MT paper on mon.

yesterday was ...
i've got no comments.

holidays=school
DAMN.

study study study
i've to start doing that now.

monday,
outting with seiyuu.
2 movies,
here we come(:

my diet's totally not working.
humphf.
i've to stop eating,
before it gets too late:/

i wanna watch that last episode.
why is it not out yet?
oh man youtube quick quick quick!

shoutouts:
dee: HEY DEE!:D
"ee: are you like, POOF, gone? hahhah.

oh yet another random post.

Cheng
12:51 AM

Friday, May 25, 2007 ♥

school= sleeping time.
i slept for 6 periods yesterday;
and about 3 periods today.
library gets cold:/

results have slipped to my dad.
he's disappointed.
i feel guilty:[
parents are good at making you feel guilty://

tmr's the last day of school.
though it makes no difference since we'll be so often back in school.

i need nametags.
://

"ee,
it's okay don't have to make me curious lar.
i'm sure it will still be fun?
hahhha.
just put your name larr.
AND;
i wasn't self-praising-.-

i guess i've been random today.
it's just a lot of things on my mind.
yeahh.
<3

Cheng
9:01 AM

Thursday, May 24, 2007 ♥

YO!
i'm in such a good good good mood now WOOHOO!:D
i've prayed,
and it worked!:DD
THANKS GOD;
for keeping mom in such a good mood today(:
so when i told her my results?
ah-huh.
nothing happened(((:

I'M ALIVE!:D
haha aren't you happy for me?
:D:D:D

i guess it's time to reconsider my choices.
TJ.
oh man sounds SO FAR:/
6.
erm,
even further:[
HA.
i'm kinda worrying in advance.
oh wells.

ngee ann-ed today.
for the !%&^* time.
haha we were all bored to death,
if not squeezed to death.
seriously.
why was there so many people??????
during the talk thingy,
there was a few funny happenings.
hahha.

1. PINK & RED B!:O
oh gosh seriously gave me a shock of my life.
i've never expected THAT.
hahha shhh inside joke(:

2. BLUETOOTH.
haha i've realised it's quite handy when you're extremely bored.
like y'know,
yeahh.
HAHHA.

okay and so ons.
i'm so lazy to type it all outx/
after ngee ann,
home-d when mom came to fetch me(:
i called her on her phone even when she was just opposite waving madly at me.
hahha see how blind i get w/o specs.
so people should stop saying i'm dao due to not waving/saying hi in school.
thing is,
i don't SEE too well.
HAHAHHAH.

okay seriously i can't stand curiosity.
"ee"ee please just leave your name,
if you're a friend of mine.
if i sort of know you,
but not quite too;
then it means i know you.

HAHA "ee"ee if you get what i mean up there,
just start tagging in your own name lar.
i won't bite,
see?
HAHA:D
CHENG'S FRIENDLY!:D
<3

Cheng
12:50 PM

Wednesday, May 23, 2007 ♥

okay so SA1 results sucks like hell.
why is this so not surprising?
i was really shocked at my L1R5.
if this continues,
i really can't go anywhere:(
it's time to wake up,
and pull myself together.

I'VE DECIDED.

saw this somewhere:

it's like those things i know but i can't say,
cos it's going to cause everyone to hurt, real bad.
i'm not sure if i'll be able to be brave and strong enough for the consequences it's going to cause,
that's why i'm keeping it in my heart.
but i don't know how much longer i can hold.
i can't shoulder this alone.
why did you tell me.
why did you put me into such a diffisult spot?
i don't know what to do either,
and i'm losing my breath.
it's so hard for me.
i don't want to hurt the others.
so everythime, i can't bring myself to spit it all out.
but it's so hard for me.
i wish the others know,
so that we can shoulder this together.
but i don't wish for them to know.
i don't know what will happpen.
i've zero confidence.
i don't know if they'll take it as calmly as i had,
or hurt as much as i do,
be as scared as i am.
i don't know how much longer i can hold.
i don't want to break down.
but i don't want to see them break down too.
shhh;
i'm letting it all free;
i'm taking a long rest;
please don't wake me up.

yeah okay i saw that somewhere.
and just felt like i wanted to put it here due to God knows what reason.
i'm not really in a hyper mood right now:(

shoutouts:

rw: okay okay okay okay. seriously. i know it's not you. my fault. okayyyy? sorry. i know it's not you lar. aiyah. okay my fault. i take back those words?:(

''ee: yeah okay so you're not ruiwei. that i know. so do i know you? i have alot of names in mind but i can't say. cos i may by accusing the wrong people again and that's not good:( hahha. so who are you? hmmm. you're from stc right? oh man do i know you?

Cheng
10:23 AM

Sunday, May 20, 2007 ♥

shhh;
no deep conversations today
[said by my horoscope]

today.
7am; maid: girl! wake up already!
cheng: emmm.
730am; maid: girl! girlgirl ar, wake up.. wake up..
cheng: [turns around] emmmm.
830am; maid: girlgirl, mummy say today got tuition, wake up already?
cheng: [damn irritated] DON'T HAVE LAR. [turns around, continue sleeping]
9am; maid: girlgirl wake uppp..wake uppp...
cheng: OKAYOKAY. [attitude her yet again]

910am; cheng: AUNTIE WHY YOU CALL ME SO EARLY FOR???
maid: huh? mummy say today got tuition...
cheng: EXAM OVER ALREADY TUITION FOR WHAT?!
aiyah forget it://

when i asked my mom,
she said that she told my maid there was NO tuition today so DIDN'T need to call me.
and yeah,
that's why i'm here now complaining.
this is so WHATEVER.
i was having a nice dream okay://////

okay no deep conversations today.
i wanna go shopping again.
going out later,
hope i can get stuff!:D
yay cheers me up(:

shoutouts:
okay hold on,
you mean,
wee wee, hee hee, " ee and " ee" ee;
you are all THE SAME PERSON?
hahha okayy..
now i'm really curious.
who are you!
hahha.
hmmm,
someone i know?
oh man!
who are you!
hahha entertaining(:

Cheng
1:38 AM